I am waiting for my mom to leave the kitchen, so I can make food.
I'm gonna play some Sims 3, so I have some stuff to put on neocities.
I want to join a Rust clan or group. I want to play Rust, but not die from ambush while farming all the time. Also, I think my mom is out of the kitchen. I'm gonna make food and get water.
Mom was in the living room. We talked about how I was doing. She asked if I had enough allergy meds. I told her I her plenty. I am going to take some now. I got 2L of water, 2 microwave corndogs, and a 420kcal bag of cheetos. I'm saving out of Sims 3 to play Bannerlord now.
I made 10 grain and 28 bread for the clan then logged off.
I added a bunch of content creators to the neocities site. Gonna go pee then play some Rust.
I decided not to play Rust. Gonna go lay down.
GUH. Just had a morning shit. Going back to sleep.
Made 10 Body Armor and 150 Iron Ingots for my clan in Bannerlord PE.
I woke up at like 04:30 this morning. Been having diarrhea all morning. Talking to cherry and finn in my server vc rn. I'm glad to still have them in my life after viv left.
Just had a scheduling fuck-up where I sent shen off to do other shit as I was joining another vc for a vic 3 game, only to find my brother playing sims 3 via my library. Needless to say, I am letting my brother play sims 3. But now I gotta find new shit to do.
I made rice and alfredo pasta. Eating it during the vic 3 game.
Good morning.
Spent a little while hanging on agonys server before joining my own's vc to wait for people. cherry just arrived here.
The only thing keeping me from buying more nitrous in this moment is being so unwashed that im ashamed to go in public.
Just ordered papa johns.
There is nothing left for me in the sober world.
just saw a drugsneko post about separation anxiety. my separation anxiety is that bad. it gets so bad that i lash out when people who i think im entitled to try to exit my life. being a good girl is so hard.
just re-read the journal. i used up that whole can of nitrous, 1.3kg, in less than a day. drugs are too expensive to be taking regularly.
dog luna invited me to hang out with her, other luna, and lily. this made me feel like my friends wanted to spend time with me.
i recently met a girl from poland on twitter named ariella. she has made my life amazing the last few days.
if i want to be skinny again, i need to eat less and track what i eat again. considering making a food journal.